The Secret Life I'm Leading

After a couple months on great and funny intensive practice of the LOA, I've conciously lay the practice down a little bit lately. because I need to calm myself down a little bit to clear my mind.
while everyone is having question, I don't really have doubt about the LOA, but I have some old blockage that is a little bit hard to let go yet.
sometimes the bad feelings or memory still creep up on me.
so I am seeking some way to let go and release it and not think about them and be at peace with myself.
but the parking space trick still working perfectly. there's no rush into anything.

The Secret of Holiday

Ho Ho Ho!!!!! HAHA!! no no I not wrong, just that I like Xmas more than Thanksgiving.

Thanksgiving I like the Food. but on the table, anything Goes, sibling rivalry, Controling Parent haha! so here are a secret for you.

Think of the most loving scene in any movie you have seen and imagine you and all your family is in it. and imagine and remember the best holiday you have with your family before.

you have a family even when you are an orphant, you got your wife and son, or you have you orphanage family or you have you gang you hang out with. think of it and then imagine it.

Me is totally about the snow and the fireplace and coffee, cos that is when everyone have nothing on their mind but love and we chat and laugh and hum....... HAHA!

So my wishes to all of you. have a best holiday month.

Bob Doyle Work

The other day while I was downloading a podcast I realize there's a pod cast interview of Bob Doyle.


One of those teacher that practices "the Secret" and it lead to "Wealth Beyond Reason" by Bob Doyle.


I haven't really go to get the book, but I think something work to lead me to this work.


Now I have perfect timing for parking lot and traffic and weather.


Have you ever go out on a raining season and have everytime you step out of the car or house or shopping mall It stopped raining? I do.


it's amazing haha! the other day, there's rain at my house and my work place. but when i get out of my work place there's no rain and when i got out of my car there's non either. just that the whole day the road is wet. that's all.


It's amazing.


And more and more so, It makes me feel relieve. I dun have to really push anything or force anything. I've even give up getting angry one anything at all.


since these feelings , rightieous or not the reason when it begins never really makes my life easy anyway. After I practice LOA, I find life is much more relax now.


I can actually focus on something that's much more meaningful now.
I'd Recommend anyone in a dilemma of any kind to read it any try to find meaningful means to use it. even if you dun beleive in it. to be happy and positive all the time isn't such a bad Idea when you compare to the glommy day you've had.

First Day of the beginning of a new life

I've been practicing the secret for the past few months.
I'm convinced that it exists. and It works.
My life have changed through out the whole process.
First thing that happen begins before it all started.
I was depressed, I was troubled by anger management problem, I'm losing a lot of my friends and I suck at my job.
but the secret have Liberated me from all of that.
what it thought me is that. there's no reason for me to judge myself for what's past or present (because present is meant to pass in a second). so what I want is a Good Life and in order to achieve that Great Life, I am focusing on what I'm feeling now and create the future I want.
I'm released from my first burden.
and I know the Law even before I read the book. My relationship with my mom is bad i mean really bad, til the stage I hate her and i dun want to see her at all. but It all be good, when i decided there's no end to it and She'll always be my mom. and really I hate her cos she is my mom, that's the reason, I want love. and I decided I can love her back myself and in return now, she love me more than ever.
So like attracts. in a great way. and in many ways.
And so let's talk about the future now.
After I read the book, I got this Vibe going, I got through traffic even the country was close down because of a protest. I mean Every main road was closed down with check points instead I go through the whole city with ease and I only know there's a lock down at night when I meet a friend for supper.
and I seldom meet any Jam or even traffic light anymore.(I don't mean all together no, but they often turn green the second i reach the junction.) and I have no problem parking.
I mean before this I can hardly get any parking space on the first floor of any shopping more around town. and now I park just steps away from the entrance.
Well you say it's not significant? I mean I'm a pretty prefectionist in something.
So, I start step by step. Small thing first. Big thing comes easily later.
So If you are in some trouble. I recommend this as one of the medicine.
Law of Attraction....
Oh, I've lost 3 inches on my waist and reaching my target really fast haha